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Remember these? High school gym shorts from the 1980’s. Wow. At the time I thought they were pretty hot, at least on certain guys. You had to have pretty great legs to pul[ this look off, but there were always a couple of guys in gym class who fit the bill. I think the poly-knit [...]
I swear to you I am working on a real post where I really say something that I’ve really been thinking about. I simply haven’t had the time to finish the entry I started last Friday. HOWEVER . . . I ran by Scooters of Boise (my rockin’ scooter dealership) and picked up some accessories that [...]
I am, now, officially freaked out. Between yesterday and today I have accumulated enough ‘Close, But No Cigar’ kind of experience to have convinced myself that I am, like an old boyfriend once said, “a complete failure as a human being.” Intellectually I know that it isn’t true, that my problems are surmountable, [...]
remove every doubt that keeps us apart I wish you could know what it means to be me Then you’d see and agree that every man should be free. I Wish I Knew How it Feels to Be Free, Jay Haggard It’s funny how a few days of Lexapro and a little crush can lift one’s spirits. Despite the [...]
I’ll be gone for awhile. I’m checking in to a rehab and I expect I’ll be gone for at least a month. I just need to do something about this problem before someone does something about it for me. I’m not happy. I’m not content. I don’t want to go on living like this. And while [...]
If you had asked me yesterday at this time how I was doing I would have told you that, for the moment anyway, I had been relieved of that odd hook that has always followed me with this addiction; the regret that I had not gotten high one more time. It left me temporarily. It’s [...]
I’m not sure if I know what I was getting myself in to moving into the Compas House. It’s a theraputic community run by S.H.I.P., Inc. which is a not-for-profit here in Boise that helps people in recovery stay sober and have access to affordable housing. The “TC” includes housing which I share [...]
On one of the blogs I love I noticed this morning that I’m apparantly not the only one going through this. I guess things are shitty all over. Oddly, that makes me feel good. I don’t sleep through the night anymore. I have a hard time concentrating. It may take me [...]
This is day 5. I can’t tell you about the first 4 days. I wasn’t here for them. Not much anyway. I spent the better part of them sleeping. And eating. I think I’ve gained ten pounds since I last used. I want to get high so [...]