Early Recovery
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Dennis is a “30 day wonder” and an unfortunate artifact of my bad old days; and he was at the meeting I went to last night. I don’t normally attend the local gay AA meeting except on milestones. I’ve heard that all you need to start a new meeting is a resentment and a coffee [...]
Tags: 1st Step, Compulsion, Early Recovery, Honesty, methamphetamine, Self-Centeredness, Selfishness
remove every doubt that keeps us apart
I wish you could know what it means to be me
Then you’d see and agree
that every man should be free.
I Wish I Knew How it Feels to Be Free, Jay Haggard
It’s funny how a few days of Lexapro and a little crush can lift one’s spirits. Despite the [...]
Tags: bipolar disorder, Crystal Meth, depression, Early Recovery, Early Recovery From Crystal Meth Addiction, Jay Haggard, Lamictal, mania, methamphetamine, mood disorders, Paul Monette, sober, sobriety
And trying to get ahead
It’s the bitch of living
Just getting out of bed
It’s the bitch of living
And getting what you get
It’s the bitch of living
And knowing this is it
God, is this it?
This can’t be it
Oh God, what a bitch!
Bitch of Living, Spring Awakening
Woke up this morning. Stumbled out of bed. Got vertigo and [...]
Tags: Early Recovery, Early Recovery From Crystal Meth Addiction, vertigo
This is day 5. I can’t tell you about the first 4 days. I wasn’t here for them. Not much anyway. I spent the better part of them sleeping. And eating. I think I’ve gained ten pounds since I last used. I want to get high so [...]
Tags: Add new tag, Crystal Meth, Detox, Early Recovery, methamphetamine, sober
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