I was thinking today how there was a time when I couldn’t imagine life without crystal meth.
Then there was a time that I couldn’t imagine life with crystal meth or without it.
Now I can’t imagine life with crystal meth. I can remember it, but I can’t imagine going back.
It is so good to finally be free.
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Amen.
When I was using meth, I couldn’t really think beyond two weeks out…. because that was the longest I could possibly go without using.
I live life one day at a time now, but I can actually make plans for next month, without worrying about having to cancel because I might (probably) be on a binge.
It’s so amazing to actually be able to do stuff. Outside. With people whose names I know. Who don’t steal my stuff.
Life is so good.
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Man, I hear you. Even though I dream about it on occasion, I am not tempted by it in the waking hours. The dreams only happen when I bump (pun) into an old someone who still uses. I feel better and sustainably energetic now. This real life is an incredible thing, I don’t know why I hid from it for so long!
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