Early Days of Recovery from Methamphetamine Addiction

This is day 5. I can’t tell you about the first 4 days. I wasn’t here for them. Not much anyway. I spent the better part of them sleeping. And eating. I think I’ve gained ten pounds since I last used. I want to get high so bad right now I can hardly stand it. I hate the thought of going to an NA meeting (bullshit). Sorry. I’ve eaten so much I’m sick. Technically I’m homeless at the moment. Staying with friends. Mormons. A nice safe family. Someone who can make sure that in 7 days I get on the bus for Pocatello for in-patiend treatment.

I’m not sure what I hope to accomplish here but if you want to know what getting off crystal meth is really like I hope you’ll see it here. If you’ve never used meth, don’t. If you use now, stop. Choose Life.

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